Today, I caught myself letting a tear.
Do you know that feeling when you remember something that has been said a long time ago to you? Something negative and/or mean? I had this today. I felt the same way I did a year or so ago. It sucks when someone calls you ugly. Even when it's ''a joke'' But in every tiny little joke, there's some truth in it. Oh, it also sucks when you're not even given a chance because of your looks. Sometimes I forget how much it hurts, but every now and then I do remember. Sometimes there is no bright side nor 'well, at least you still have..''
But even though all of this happened a year ago, I feel like shit. Seriously.
But then again it doesn't matter. What has happened, happened and words can't be taken back.
It's best to concentrate on school now. School and the things/people I love.
Do you know that feeling when you remember something that has been said a long time ago to you? Something negative and/or mean? I had this today. I felt the same way I did a year or so ago. It sucks when someone calls you ugly. Even when it's ''a joke'' But in every tiny little joke, there's some truth in it. Oh, it also sucks when you're not even given a chance because of your looks. Sometimes I forget how much it hurts, but every now and then I do remember. Sometimes there is no bright side nor 'well, at least you still have..''
But even though all of this happened a year ago, I feel like shit. Seriously.
But then again it doesn't matter. What has happened, happened and words can't be taken back.
It's best to concentrate on school now. School and the things/people I love.
