Mell's sweet sixteen

Everyone knows that moment when you have everything planned good and then..all of the sudden the most important part goes wrong. Yup, happy birthday.
I wanted to throw ahuge party (well, huge..100 people max) and I'd split the bills with a friend of mine. So first of all I've found a cheap and good place for the party. Then I managed to get 75 euros discount for the place I'm hiring. And yes, here it is. My friend couldn't fix the money..
DSKGHDLSCVHJGHV. I still love him, though. Anyways, I've found another way to pay it anyways so that's another problem that is solved.
The other last and little problem is; Guests.
I reaaaally hope a lot of people will come. I've invited a 102 people and it would mean a lot to me if this b-day party would rock. But we'll see. It's next week so enough time to relax and plan it all out.
At least my closest friends will be there so I gotta stop worrying.

& yes, I've posted that a week for my b-day party. & it was awesome, seriously ! I must say that I had the time of my life; Everyone enjoyed it and lots of people had a great time. I also got lots of gifts and the best gift was Misha, my cat <3 My friends gave it to me inc. the food and toys. This was a great ending of January. It's now the day before Valentinesday [Read; Foreveralone-day] and I'm gonna spend my time eating candy and sleep all day, mwhehe. But this isn't the time to slack off & do nothing. It's time for me to do something with my 'talents'. I'm thinking of doing auditions for something but I don't know what. We'll see ! Toodles & R.I.P. Whitney Houston.

Mottos and shizzle

''No regrets.'' (props to Mayaa)
''Don't let the system get you down.'' (Mattafix) 
  I needed some mottos that will keep me going.


Or you're:
- The ''hard-to-get'' girl. The girl who's playing ''the game'' as well.
- The 'Taylor Swift' So the girl who's actually freakin' gorgeous but no one ever noticed.
- The 'One-of-the-guys'girl. So the girl with more make than female friends but single.
- The 'Girly-girl' So your typical girl who matches hoodies with panties and a little skirt.

Or you're just a mix and that makes you an outcast-girl ;
 The most common yet special out there. 
I'll never understand guys,though.
I'm gonna drink some tea now. Cheerio.

Mel is back.

melskelovesya.blogspot.com
Hmm, gotta change that.It's been a year now & I miss having my own space aka my blog. Its not much but sometimes it's better to write down your memories and thoughts. I've been writing a lot lately and no one has been noticing it. I usually type a whole story on my blackberry and delete it 'cause I'm afraid people will read it.
I don't have nothing to hide, really. I just feel so misunderstood and different..
So lemme write about the last few months.
I didn't change a lot but then again I did. I've became more open and social. I was the girl who was afraid of making a facebook-account for no reason. I was the girl who didn't do anything with her passion for writing,acting and singing. Well, I now post stories online, got in the school acting-club and bought a guitar and started learning it all by myself. That didn't change. I stayed the independent Mel who's too stubborn to listen, the guy-ish Mel who bites her nails instead of giving it a nice manicure. The awkard Mel. I was always one of the guys. Sometimes I do wish I've had a best female friend but yeah, I'm glad with my ''team'', They mean the world to me. I play soccer with them, go to the library with them and I can talk with them about other guys. I mean, how cool is that?
I still believe in Karma. But Karma doesn't believe in me. When I started acting again I felt like a whole new person. I've become friends with lots of people from my school and other schools as well. I love that feeling when I'm on stage, doing my thing.
I get a lot of compliments but I stay humble. I'm still pretty shy. But when I'm on the stage, that shy Mel is gone.
Yesyesyes, I've had a few crushes lately. Well, (only) two. The first one was a mistake. A stupid mistake.
 I ALMOST fell in love with aguy who didnt like me, but he liked playing the ''how many girls can I get''game. He eventually went for the prettiest girl. The girl with the nice smile,great personality and beautiful hair. Byebye self-esteem.
But do you know the phrase ''You'll forget love when you'll find new love''? (or something like that)
It felt like a deed of Karma but on the Eenakterfestival (A festival with 9 schools who each have an act . The best play will win a trophy)  I've met a guy. A really nice one. Even when his school didn't play that day he still showed up to see the other plays. Just like me. I didn't talk to him a lot (Cause I'm a fuckin'pussy) and I regret but soon I'll type the details out when I'm not lazy.

In brief: A lot has happened and I'm glad they did happen. I still believe in fate so who knows what'll happen next. I gotta stay positive and gain more confidence. I hope things will work out for me. I love life even though it's a real bitch.
-Outcast.

Moving on, moving on

I feel alone.
I wanna travel, do stuff, meet people , change a bit of the world. Dreams,dreams,dreams. 
And life's too short you know. Dude, I wanna be free. I don't want to regret ANYTHING. Young & full of life.
Hopes,hopes,hopes.. I want people to know my name, we all do. I wanna take the first step, ..we sometimes do. I wanna be different and myself, ..I always am. Creating space for my ego,.. if I had one. Life,life,life..
I wanna go where no one else went.. I'll never stop chasin'my dreams. I'll always be the fresh hippie.The Brilliant Outcast.  I wanna walk on the clouds..walk on my dream. Dream,dream,dream. Cause I'm not done yet... I wanna leave my footprints behind when I'm not there. I wanna live..my life..til'  I die.
Someday, it'll be your day. Wait,wait,wait..

Melske.

Pure Fashion

Viktor & Rolf .I really admire their work. They're pure, amazing and very original ! They're both Dutch but none of my classmates ever heard of them. They brought the definition of Fashion to a whole new level. I'm young, but I think that real and good fashion goes together with art and passion. You can't define Fashion cause it's such a big subject.

You have different kinds of fashion. And Viktor & Rolf are Brilliant Outcasts !
And what about Simon Spurr ? Woeeiii !! This English gentleman is great ! Mademoiselle Coco Chanel with her haute couture  ,. So many designers,people ...But never too much. Fashion changed a lot of people's lives cause it's so inspiring, so alive ! And it's so 2010 and next year fashion will be so 2011 and so on. I'm actually more interested in street fashion. Ever noticed how many clothing styles you see when you're walking in the mall? No? You'll be amazed ! A lot of styles but one goal : Looking good. Looking attractive. Looking fly :)   Or people want to express themselves. Reasons enough to expand your wardrobe !
Harajuku girls have a very rare,cool and freaky style ( I like it ! )
Dressing like that is their way of saying : ''AYE!  ''  2010 has been a year with crazy styles, so up next : 2011.
I can't wait ! Fashion...You keep surprising me over and over again =)


"The best color in the whole world, is the one that looks good, on you!”    -Coco Chanel.




Melske''.

What if...

''What if'' she thought. Those were the first two words ( In Dutch ofcourse ) I thought about, when I started this blog. I was that kind of girl who had lots of those ''What if'' moments. We all do. Be honest, the only thing that stops you from doing things you like is yourself. We think too much about how the rest of the world will see us if we do curtain things.  We grew up with '' If you do that, you'd look stupid !'' and ''do's and dont's '' But it's not always about the rest. But also about you. You make and break your happiness. Look at all the artists. Lady Gaga, 50 Cent  and others who ignored the ''What if'' moment.

You are the one who decides about your future. 

It sounds like a big cliché but it's the truth. It's time to be yourself and do it your way !!

You might regret what you did, but a normal person makes mistakes and learns from it. 

So put a damn flower in your hair and do what you've always wanted to do .Some people never listed to themselves until their last day of life...Don't end up like that.

''What that doesn't kill me, makes me stronger.''   

-Melske.

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