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Mottos and shizzle

''No regrets.'' (props to Mayaa)
''Don't let the system get you down.'' (Mattafix) 
  I needed some mottos that will keep me going.


Or you're:
- The ''hard-to-get'' girl. The girl who's playing ''the game'' as well.
- The 'Taylor Swift' So the girl who's actually freakin' gorgeous but no one ever noticed.
- The 'One-of-the-guys'girl. So the girl with more make than female friends but single.
- The 'Girly-girl' So your typical girl who matches hoodies with panties and a little skirt.

Or you're just a mix and that makes you an outcast-girl ;
 The most common yet special out there. 
I'll never understand guys,though.
I'm gonna drink some tea now. Cheerio.

I feel like partying!

LOL JK, I feel sick and miserable.
-Checks Hyves mail- Nothin' ugh -__-
Guess I'm gonna watch Dance Flick with my  buddd Maya (Via bbm), go on Girlscene, read some horscopes with some nice strawberry tea and enjoy my fridaynight. Yup, my lovely, non-partying, boyfriendless,lazy, yet close to perfect fridaynight.<3.

Let us be pretty.

Let me be happy.

Thank you Hyves !

Okay, you know that feeling when you did something that seemed such a great idea YESTERDAY  but now you regret what you've did? I got that feeling now. I'm not the type who talks or texts first but this time I thought ''FUCK IT'' and looked on Hyves (A Dutch copy of FaceBook) and after searching for a quite a long time I've finally found him!

I practically used the situation to my advantage and sent him a mail which says that my school is organizing a talentshow (which is true) and that it would be fun if his school would participate too. My friend and I were talking about it last night and it just popped into my head that this would be the perfect opportunity to unite some schools and have a great time. But now I'm so fucking scared of how he'll react. I'm feeling this tension in my stomache as I'm typing this lol. I didn't check my mail yet and I'm not planning on doing it today xD. I contacted him because I really don't wanna lose contact with him. And it would be stupid if I'd mail him three months later. I've never did something like this before because I usually give up because I'm a pussy with this kind of things. But I don't want to look back over 3 months and think ''why the fuck didn't I do anything?'' I've had those moments a lot of times. So here goes nothing. We'll see..
I didn't tell anyone about this crush (except for Carina, this girl I adore <3 She usually understands me.) because I don't wanna bother them anymore with my silly crushes xD. And this isn't really a crush but let's say he's a real cutie and it would be such a waste if I'd never speak to him again ^^
 I got nothing to lose 

Somebody That I Used To Know

Finally found the song thanks to one of my best friends.
I fucking love this song and the clip as well.

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know....

<3.

Mel is back.

melskelovesya.blogspot.com
Hmm, gotta change that.It's been a year now & I miss having my own space aka my blog. Its not much but sometimes it's better to write down your memories and thoughts. I've been writing a lot lately and no one has been noticing it. I usually type a whole story on my blackberry and delete it 'cause I'm afraid people will read it.
I don't have nothing to hide, really. I just feel so misunderstood and different..
So lemme write about the last few months.
I didn't change a lot but then again I did. I've became more open and social. I was the girl who was afraid of making a facebook-account for no reason. I was the girl who didn't do anything with her passion for writing,acting and singing. Well, I now post stories online, got in the school acting-club and bought a guitar and started learning it all by myself. That didn't change. I stayed the independent Mel who's too stubborn to listen, the guy-ish Mel who bites her nails instead of giving it a nice manicure. The awkard Mel. I was always one of the guys. Sometimes I do wish I've had a best female friend but yeah, I'm glad with my ''team'', They mean the world to me. I play soccer with them, go to the library with them and I can talk with them about other guys. I mean, how cool is that?
I still believe in Karma. But Karma doesn't believe in me. When I started acting again I felt like a whole new person. I've become friends with lots of people from my school and other schools as well. I love that feeling when I'm on stage, doing my thing.
I get a lot of compliments but I stay humble. I'm still pretty shy. But when I'm on the stage, that shy Mel is gone.
Yesyesyes, I've had a few crushes lately. Well, (only) two. The first one was a mistake. A stupid mistake.
 I ALMOST fell in love with aguy who didnt like me, but he liked playing the ''how many girls can I get''game. He eventually went for the prettiest girl. The girl with the nice smile,great personality and beautiful hair. Byebye self-esteem.
But do you know the phrase ''You'll forget love when you'll find new love''? (or something like that)
It felt like a deed of Karma but on the Eenakterfestival (A festival with 9 schools who each have an act . The best play will win a trophy)  I've met a guy. A really nice one. Even when his school didn't play that day he still showed up to see the other plays. Just like me. I didn't talk to him a lot (Cause I'm a fuckin'pussy) and I regret but soon I'll type the details out when I'm not lazy.

In brief: A lot has happened and I'm glad they did happen. I still believe in fate so who knows what'll happen next. I gotta stay positive and gain more confidence. I hope things will work out for me. I love life even though it's a real bitch.
-Outcast.

Yawr

 nSimple so I like it.

Urban streetArt «

ii Luv it when people go creative on the streets. Graffiti on walls, on the most random places , even on trains. I just stare at them lol. What can I do :P ?

Make people smile when they see your art
Make people think when they see your art
Make people FEEL when they see your art
Just be creative without words.

Let your creations speak.
Let them live and let them tell a story. You have to be creative to make art, but you also have to be creative to get ''it''.

Say what you wanna say.

Some people are so damn talented !! 

Even grafitti is a kind of art (most of them) [This one's in Germany,Düsseldorf] It almost looks unreal  =| But thats the awesome thing about art ; Don't follow any rules. Just don't  . Just like Ed Hardy t-shirts :) 

Some people just...earn their money with making this kind of art :o It simply proves that talent can get you anywhere [ if you're reaaaally good] Art is never perfect, cause ''perfect'' doesn't exists therefore , the phrase ''Practice makes perfect'' isn't what you think it is. ''Practice makes it better'' is more appropriate for this one :)

 <== I know right..?

Because a combination of imagination+inspiration = a badass creation =).

We love Run DMC ² .

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DON'T CALL IT A COMEBACK, HE NEVER LEFT!

See these glasses? Yeah, they're pretty awesome aren't they ! I think you can find them at Claire's but I'm not sure. Very retro, luv it .

MegaMust-Have !

Don't be tricked by the appearance]These Run DMC shirts are for EVERYONE. I really like the Obama-version of it (but I can't find that one ;( ). You can combine it with  cute belt and skinny jeans, or with a denim jacket & a grey legging. Either way ; M-u-s-t-h-a-v-e.  It's simple, comfortable & it's dope. Be a real trendsetter en be creative with Run DMC

Why not match it with a pair of Chivalrous Culture sneakers ehh?Or match it with a nice legging and some uggs? Ahwell, enough choice. Or go Team Adidas with the sneakers!

I tried one on and I la-la-luv it :) It suits really comfortable and it's actually an honor to have RUN DMC on your shirt. 

Run DMC shirts are available at the H&M

Now scram, that is all.

Sometimes you gotta...

Good friends. That's what Leiny and I were.

We're classmates,we laugh together and we're quite close. We spend our periods together, have our lunch together and yeah....good friends :) She told me about her problems and vice versa'' 

So one day we were planning to lunch together (again). We were walking to our lockers when suddenly she saw her ''crush'' waving at her. ''Come here!,'' he yelled happily. She really likes him (and he's cute yeah :) ) but Leiny didn't want to leave me alone cause that would be ''mean''. 

I knew how much this means to her and said :'' Go !! '' 

No,no..'', she said.  ''No, go ! I mean it :D !''   ''Well..Are you sure? ''  ''Nooooooo ¬¬ Just go :) ''  '' Okay..''

And she went to him. So there I was. Alone ( lol ) But it's okay. I could of gone WITH her, but that would ruin ''the moment''  So I ate my lunch with other friends and tweeted on Twitter ( in Dutch): ' Sometimes you gotta sacrifice things to help your friends. Only THEN you're ''true''. 

So after the break, she had my Blackberry, read it ,hugged me and said : ''Mel, you're a really really really really really true friend .''

I actually didn't expect that cause it was such a small thing. A small deed..But then I realised that I did something..that meant a lot to her. She didn't expect that from ME. Maybe from her best friend, but not from me... JUST a good friend.So I learned that there's a difference between ''good'' friends and ''true'' friends. 

Ghehe, you know what they say :) 

A good friend bails you out of jail ; A real friend sits next to you and says ''Dude.....we're fucked...''

 We became closer that day.

True friends. That's what Leiny and I are.

-Melske.

Moving on, moving on

I feel alone.
I wanna travel, do stuff, meet people , change a bit of the world. Dreams,dreams,dreams. 
And life's too short you know. Dude, I wanna be free. I don't want to regret ANYTHING. Young & full of life.
Hopes,hopes,hopes.. I want people to know my name, we all do. I wanna take the first step, ..we sometimes do. I wanna be different and myself, ..I always am. Creating space for my ego,.. if I had one. Life,life,life..
I wanna go where no one else went.. I'll never stop chasin'my dreams. I'll always be the fresh hippie.The Brilliant Outcast.  I wanna walk on the clouds..walk on my dream. Dream,dream,dream. Cause I'm not done yet... I wanna leave my footprints behind when I'm not there. I wanna live..my life..til'  I die.
Someday, it'll be your day. Wait,wait,wait..

Melske.

Alors On Dance !

Paul van Haver aka Stromae is a Belgian singer-songwriter. I just think he's amazing :)
I don't think he's popular in the US but he clearly is in (West-)Europe with his hits Alors On dance and Te Quiero. His music is more a mix of hiphop and techno and other stuff. It's simply awesome. No seriously it's AWESOME !

When we say study, it means work,
When we say work, it means money,
When we say money, it means spending
When we say credit, it means debt,
When we say debt, it means bailiff,
We agree to being in deep sh*t
When we say love, it means kids,
When we say forever, it means divorce.   - Stromae ( Translation of Alors On Dance )


Sources;; Wikipedia.com

Pure Fashion

Viktor & Rolf .I really admire their work. They're pure, amazing and very original ! They're both Dutch but none of my classmates ever heard of them. They brought the definition of Fashion to a whole new level. I'm young, but I think that real and good fashion goes together with art and passion. You can't define Fashion cause it's such a big subject.

You have different kinds of fashion. And Viktor & Rolf are Brilliant Outcasts !
And what about Simon Spurr ? Woeeiii !! This English gentleman is great ! Mademoiselle Coco Chanel with her haute couture  ,. So many designers,people ...But never too much. Fashion changed a lot of people's lives cause it's so inspiring, so alive ! And it's so 2010 and next year fashion will be so 2011 and so on. I'm actually more interested in street fashion. Ever noticed how many clothing styles you see when you're walking in the mall? No? You'll be amazed ! A lot of styles but one goal : Looking good. Looking attractive. Looking fly :)   Or people want to express themselves. Reasons enough to expand your wardrobe !
Harajuku girls have a very rare,cool and freaky style ( I like it ! )
Dressing like that is their way of saying : ''AYE!  ''  2010 has been a year with crazy styles, so up next : 2011.
I can't wait ! Fashion...You keep surprising me over and over again =)


"The best color in the whole world, is the one that looks good, on you!”    -Coco Chanel.




Melske''.

What if...

''What if'' she thought. Those were the first two words ( In Dutch ofcourse ) I thought about, when I started this blog. I was that kind of girl who had lots of those ''What if'' moments. We all do. Be honest, the only thing that stops you from doing things you like is yourself. We think too much about how the rest of the world will see us if we do curtain things.  We grew up with '' If you do that, you'd look stupid !'' and ''do's and dont's '' But it's not always about the rest. But also about you. You make and break your happiness. Look at all the artists. Lady Gaga, 50 Cent  and others who ignored the ''What if'' moment.

You are the one who decides about your future. 

It sounds like a big cliché but it's the truth. It's time to be yourself and do it your way !!

You might regret what you did, but a normal person makes mistakes and learns from it. 

So put a damn flower in your hair and do what you've always wanted to do .Some people never listed to themselves until their last day of life...Don't end up like that.

''What that doesn't kill me, makes me stronger.''   

-Melske.

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And it begins ~~

First official blog, first subject and so many things to share.
Well, this is the beginning of ''Brilliant Outcast'' and I'm estatic! ( overreacting yaa )
This is only an intro so please; Do expect a whole lot more. I came up with the idea with this blog, cause there's so much to say. About this world, this generation, and about us. 
Have you ever asked yourself: Who am I and who am I going to be ? Or: Why can't I see the difference?
Or even: Why?

This is Brilliant Outcast'' and they call me Melske.
Hug the rainbow and call it your friend ;;