Mell's sweet sixteen

Everyone knows that moment when you have everything planned good and then..all of the sudden the most important part goes wrong. Yup, happy birthday.
I wanted to throw ahuge party (well, huge..100 people max) and I'd split the bills with a friend of mine. So first of all I've found a cheap and good place for the party. Then I managed to get 75 euros discount for the place I'm hiring. And yes, here it is. My friend couldn't fix the money..
DSKGHDLSCVHJGHV. I still love him, though. Anyways, I've found another way to pay it anyways so that's another problem that is solved.
The other last and little problem is; Guests.
I reaaaally hope a lot of people will come. I've invited a 102 people and it would mean a lot to me if this b-day party would rock. But we'll see. It's next week so enough time to relax and plan it all out.
At least my closest friends will be there so I gotta stop worrying.

& yes, I've posted that a week for my b-day party. & it was awesome, seriously ! I must say that I had the time of my life; Everyone enjoyed it and lots of people had a great time. I also got lots of gifts and the best gift was Misha, my cat <3 My friends gave it to me inc. the food and toys. This was a great ending of January. It's now the day before Valentinesday [Read; Foreveralone-day] and I'm gonna spend my time eating candy and sleep all day, mwhehe. But this isn't the time to slack off & do nothing. It's time for me to do something with my 'talents'. I'm thinking of doing auditions for something but I don't know what. We'll see ! Toodles & R.I.P. Whitney Houston.

Words hurt.

Today, I caught myself letting a tear.
Do you know that feeling when you remember something that has been said a long time ago to you? Something negative and/or mean? I had this today. I felt the same way I did a year or so ago. It sucks when someone calls you ugly. Even when it's ''a joke'' But in every tiny little joke, there's some truth in it. Oh, it also sucks when you're not even given a chance because of your looks. Sometimes I forget how much it hurts, but every now and then I do remember. Sometimes there is no bright side nor 'well, at least you still have..''
But even though all of this happened a year ago, I feel like shit. Seriously.
But then again it doesn't matter. What has happened, happened and words can't be taken back.

It's best to concentrate on school now. School and the things/people I love.

Hello 2012 !

So it's almost 12pm here in The Netherlands and I'm having a blast :] ! I must say that 2011 was a good year. It was perfect but I've learned a lot and had lots of fun! I've met a lot of people who I'll be taking to 2012 as my friend. I've cried,laughed & acted my ass off this year.
Oh,I guess we all got some new resolutions in mind & here are mine;
Mel's gonna;


-Do what she loves
-Act & sing more
-Blog more
-Get a job xD
-Have better grades [They're not terrible but you can't call 'em straigh A's either]
 -Have fun & live life

And I wish you a brilliant,healthy, awesome and great newyear where ever you may be right now <3.
Gelukkig nieuwjaar !

Cheers to 2012!

-Mell.


http://www.kaartje2go.nl/nieuwjaarskaarten/patchy-rh-happy--2012 <- Link to this card.

Dear Diary..

Childish much? Nah. So, do you wanna write down your feelings and about how your day went? Why not type it =D ?

I've found some sites where you can have your own online diary. It's simple AND private. But you can also to share your diary with strangers and allow them to read it. Let it all out. Write down your dreams and complain about all the shit you don't wanna harrass your friends with. And you can always read your old entries back, just for the hell of it :3 Here, a few sites ;

www.penzu.com

www.my-diary.org

 www.opendiary.com

www.deardiary.net/

Where do you write down all your secrets?

Follow my blog with Bloglovin

Yups, GFC is quitting so we'll just start all over again with followers =3 You know what to do ^^

I'll be okay, yes today.

I always listen to their stories. They don't. I'm trying my best to give them advice and hide my own pain...They don't notice. I'm always the one they run to when they're hurt or when they have no one to nag to. They talk about how bad their lives are, just because their boyfriends didn't call or because they didn't have enough sleep that day. I always fall for the ones who don't like me back. I sometimes lay awake all night just because I'm afraid. Afraid of who?
No one. I've learned myself to be afraid. Of nothing. To be aware of everything so pain will be avoided. I hate pain. Broken hearts. Liars.Bad hairdays.
I love listening to stories of others though. But I love being listened to as well.
But I'll be okay, yes today, yes today.  Here's a smileyface to confirm it (: !
Oh, and watch this <3. Whenever you're down,look up & smile. You'll be okay as well.

Mottos and shizzle

''No regrets.'' (props to Mayaa)
''Don't let the system get you down.'' (Mattafix) 
  I needed some mottos that will keep me going.


Or you're:
- The ''hard-to-get'' girl. The girl who's playing ''the game'' as well.
- The 'Taylor Swift' So the girl who's actually freakin' gorgeous but no one ever noticed.
- The 'One-of-the-guys'girl. So the girl with more make than female friends but single.
- The 'Girly-girl' So your typical girl who matches hoodies with panties and a little skirt.

Or you're just a mix and that makes you an outcast-girl ;
 The most common yet special out there. 
I'll never understand guys,though.
I'm gonna drink some tea now. Cheerio.